Well HELLO there!!!!
Jul 29, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3KeY7izf5So

hey everyone and welcome to my channel
yes I know I know I know I've been I
have a message by multiple people thank
you so much everybody for reaching out
to me and checking on me and seeing how
I'm doing I just wanted to come on here
so that everybody knew that I was that I
am okay I took a few days off just for I
just needed to take some time off I I
really needed to for my own mental
health I needed to take a few days down
but we as most of you guys seen me and
Ollie took the kids and we went to the
beach yesterday just sat up there for a
few hours and just let the kids play and
we took Sebastian he had a he had a ball
of fun and we just had a really good
time it was great family time time much
needed so I really just want to let you
guys know that I am okay I am Here I am
seeing messages a little bit I'm seeing
my emails and I do get my other messages
from my social media platforms my
messages that are coming through YouTube
I'm really not checking those right now
for multiple reasons but for I do want
to recognize though that I do see a lot
of messages coming through and they all
deserve to be replied to and I will
start replying to them it's just been
really hard to go through and sift
through some of the messages as most of
you guys understand so I just wanted to
let everybody know though that I am here
I will start uploading videos again very
very very soon I am not going anywhere
my channel is not going anywhere I am
sticking around but just have a little
bit of patience with me I promise I have
gotten the house totally organized the
way that I have wanted it to be
organized for a very long time I feel so
like I'm feeling like it's get
together it says everything's coming
together whoo and Ollie's doing really
good adjusting well and we are all
adjusting well into the new routine that
we are taking so it's been nice but a
lot of changes and other things behind
scenes so anyways I just wanted to fill
you guys didn't let you know that I am
okay I'm here just taking some time down
I swear I always have like little I'm
grabbed it from the wrong spot and then
also I did make a little clip yesterday
to thank somebody for sending me a
package so I will insert that somewhere
in here with that I did want to mention
really quick yesterday I received a
package in the mail and it didn't have
anybody like any information from where
it came from so I can't personally think
anybody because I I don't know who it
was so if you recognize the items after
I show them to you I would so appreciate
even if you just want to email me if you
don't want to put it out there that you
were the sender if you want to just
email me and say hey I'm the one that
did it I would appreciate it so I can
thank you personally because that's the
rightful thing to do I just I don't know
who to think so with that being said the
first thing that I received which came
in such an amazing time right now
because I really have needed to to kind
of read some of these haha
it's a little box I opened it up today
actually just because I was curious to
know what it was it says you're awesome
pop open cards 30 count each with a
different message inside and then you
open it up and it's just like that and
they're all little cards and each one I
opened one up I didn't open all of them
but it's so there it's closed up and
then you just oh like you there
close up on a dotted line so you just
open it up and then there's a message in
sight so this one says do you know what
you are you are a marvel Pablo Casals
kes cells I don't know if you can read
that but and then on the back it just
has celebrating you you can put a little
message there if you wanted or you know
I'm keeping these for myself so maybe
you know after I read it maybe I can
just you know write a little thing right
there you know maybe what it means to me
or you know something like that but it's
so nice I really like these and like I
said they just come in a really nice
little box and they're all in there
together and then they have like a
little lid you can just slide on it and
then the other thing was these I'm
assuming this is for Omar but I don't
know I I don't know who brought or sent
them so if you are the person that sent
this amazing gift please stand up and
say me know if you could just email me
so I can you know say thank you
personally I was so appreciated because
it's much it's much appreciated
especially this this is very much
appreciated because I really needed to
hear some of those words that were being
said but anyways so yeah that it was
just it was an amazing little surprise
to get that in the mail I thought oh
well this is a little different so yes
thank you to whoever sent that um
because I wanted to thank whoever it was
um but yeah I hope everybody is having a
wonderful start to your guyses week and
I just want to thank everybody for
standing behind me and supporting me and
sending in such amazing encouragement
welcome to all of my new subscribers Wow
you guys I have seen my numbers jumping
and I just want to say welcome and
normally I like to post at least three
times a week sometimes more lately the
last week or so I've taken a little bit
of a step down break but
I will be back I will be back just you
know have patience with me but I
definitely just want to say thank you
everybody for joining my channel and I
hope that you guys enjoy and thank you
for all my loyal subscribers that I've
been here from the beginning all the way
through you guys have been amazing
amazing amazing and I could not be more
grateful to have such amazing people on
my channel and we all are uniting
together so anyways I'm gonna close
because I got to go get some laundry
done but I just wanted like I said to
check in let everybody know I am here my
channels not going anywhere just have a
little bit of patience with me but I
will be back very very very soon okay
talk to you guys soon bye bye
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